# Chapter 904: Shared Madness
At this moment, there was only one thought in my mind—
"Brother Yang, is it about time?" I asked.
I felt that the day he had mentioned was getting closer and closer.
Taking everything into account, when that day came… Brother Yang believed he would lose his memory and then liberate this place.
These two highly contradictory ideas had lingered in my mind for a long time, and in the end, I couldn't connect them together, so I simply gave up thinking and just followed the rules he had set.
I might know better than anyone in the "Land of Finality" that Brother Yang's power had already surpassed that of the "Heavenly Dragon."
Although he didn't possess the overwhelming divine power of the "Heavenly Dragon," he had been able to maneuver through all these years with his own wisdom. For a human, he had reached the limits of what was possible.
"Originally, it was about time…" White Sheep shook his head. "But unfortunately, now I have to think about the future for a few troublesome ones."
"Troublesome ones…?" A thought suddenly came to mind—something Brother Yang had told me before.
He said that almost his entire life had been spent running around for others. Was it still the same now?
"Ten thousand 'Tao' is not a problem, but three contracts are too difficult…" White Sheep pondered. "After all, the 'Tao' problem can be solved by myself, but the 'contracts' depend on him…"
"Brother Yang…" I said. "I don't know who you're running around for, but I suggest you love yourself a little more."
I might be crazy. I was telling Brother Yang how to act.
"Love myself…" After hearing this, he frowned slightly. "Loving myself is not enough. I have a reason I must get out. That reason keeps me from dying here."
I paused for a moment, carefully trying to understand what he meant. Something felt off.
"Brother Yang… you have a 'reason you must get out'?"
"Yes. She is still waiting for me. I can't stop." Brother Yang said again.
His eyes glazed over briefly, but quickly returned to normal. There was an indescribable strangeness about him.
A chill slowly crept down my spine. Brother Yang seemed to have… turned himself into someone else over this long stretch of time.
"Br-Brother Yang…"
I didn't know how to phrase things now to verify the doubts in my heart. It seemed my memories had already diverged from his.
"Why that expression?" he asked me.
"I've been forgetting to ask all along… you… you… are you married?" I said cautiously.
"Married…?" He paused briefly, not answering directly. After a few seconds of blankness, he said in a low voice, "I have a wife. My wife is still waiting for me at home."
"What…"
I swallowed. Was Brother Yang's current state right or wrong?
Before, this only happened when he was in a daze during dreams. But now, he was becoming confused in the real world too.
Should I remind him…?
I lowered my head, thinking for a long time. Finally, I looked up and said softly:
"But Brother Yang… do you remember who I am?"
"You…" White Sheep opened his mouth slightly, as if hesitating for a long time, before slowly uttering three words: "Yan Zhichun?"
As soon as he said it, his expression changed, as if he had seen something extremely horrifying. Then he immediately lowered his head, grabbing at his own hair with both hands, looking deeply anguished.
"Br… Brother Yang?"
The moment the words left my mouth, I froze on the spot.
Because the scene before me suddenly shifted. Even Brother Yang had vanished from my sight.
I found myself and Old Sun inside a building.
"Sis… what's wrong with you?" Old Sun asked me.
"Ah…?"
I looked around in fright, my heartbeat rapidly accelerating.
Where is this? What's going on?!
Where's White Sheep?
Seeing that I wasn't speaking, Old Sun asked again: "Why are you spacing out here? Didn't you say you had something to tell me, sis?"
"Ol… Old Sun…?" I said, wide-eyed. "This is…"
"It's me!" Old Sun looked at me in confusion too. "What's wrong with you?"
I… had I spaced out again?
But this time felt so strange.
I stood up and looked around the house. It seemed familiar somehow.
But spacing out wasn't my first time. As long as I pretended nothing happened, my memories would come back soon.
"Old Sun, how is Ruoxue?" I asked, pretending to be calm.
"Ruo… xue…?" Old Sun was stunned. "Who's that?"
"Huh…?" I paused. "Jiang Ruoxue… aren't you all active in that area?"
"What are you talking about…" Old Sun muttered softly. "I thought we just met today. Turns out you even know where I operate?"
Something wasn't right… Old Sun and I had only met today?
A terrifying feeling suddenly rose in my heart.
"Old Sun… are you from the 'Extreme Path'?" I asked.
"'Extreme Path'…?" Old Sun's eyes went blank. "No, I'm not. You've heard of the 'Extreme Path' too, sis? Looks like their influence really is widespread…"
What the hell…?
What year is it, what day?
White Sheep seemed to have gone mad. Was I going mad too?
"Old Sun!"
I reached out and grabbed his arm. Then I looked up—and saw Gu Yu's face in front of me.
We were standing on an empty street. He stared at me in surprise.
"Sister Zhichun… what's wrong?"
"I…"
My whole body began to tremble slightly. I couldn't utter a single word.
"Is there something wrong with that Wen Qiaoyun?" Gu Yu asked. "I just heard she was the leader, so I wanted to ask you about her. If you don't want to talk about it, you don't have to. I'll ask someone else when I come back from 'Whirlpool City' next time."
Don't joke…
What's wrong with me?
What Wen Qiaoyun…
Can someone save me please?
"Gu Yu…" I said, my voice trembling. "Wh-Where's Jiang Ruoxue?"
"Sister Xue?" He scratched his head. "She was just here…"
He looked around: "How about you wait here? I'll go find her for you?"
"O-Okay… okay…" I nodded, still shaken. "Please bring Ruoxue here… I beg you…"
Only Ruoxue could save me. I didn't know exactly what she could do… but having her around would put me at ease.
I really seemed to be going mad… What day is it now?
Why was I constantly drifting between different scenes…?
Why did I never have any memory of this?
"Sister Zhichun, Sister Xue is here."
Upon hearing this, I felt like I was grasping at a lifeline. I quickly turned around.
"Hey! Honey!"
A familiar voice rang in my ears, and I immediately felt much more at ease. But just as I was about to speak, every image suddenly disappeared. Standing in front of me was White Sheep.
He was holding his forehead with his hand, quietly waiting for the pained expression to pass.
When his expression gradually relaxed, he opened those terrifying eyes and looked at me: "Yan Zhichun… how could I not remember you?"
For some reason, hearing those words made me instinctively take a step back.
"Don't ask about things you shouldn't." White Sheep said heavily. "All you need to remember is that I will ensure you are 'safe forever.'"